INSPIRATION

the year of the horse.

Ponies and a horse

On January 31 the (Chinese new) year of the horse begins, so dig up your cowboy boots and let's get riding. I have spotted a person riding a horse on the sidewalk here in Gilbert, Arizona. My sister spotted another, but neither of us have a photo. Thanks snapchat. Here's a pony from next door, which is much cuter than the horse in the background.

My style picks to celebrate horses, ponies, and trying something new this 2014:

Year of the Horse Style Picks

1. Lucky Ring by Vera Meat $48

2. Horseshoe and Stirrup Silk Scarf by Aspinal of London $139

3. Blazer-ish Jacket by DKNY $346.50

4. Creatures of the Wind Button Up

5. Leather Flap Crossbody by Emma Fox $87.99

6. Wyoming Buckin Horse Leather Cuff by LOVLeathers $25

7. 1921 Collection Boots by Gucci $1235

8. Belle de Jour Lipstick by Nars $26

9. Equestrian Riding Jodpurs by Ralph Lauren $123.25 

Now...

Get off your horse and drink your milk. John Wayne  

aztec-approved pozole the easy way

red pozole Menudo's less scary sister -- pozole. Eat it on special occasions. Here's the easy way to make it:

1. roast a pork loin 

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2. add red enchilada sauce, hominy, and your favorite spices in a big pot. Go ahead, google spices for pozole

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3. stir

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4. Serve with the fixin's--try cilantro, lemon and cabbage to start

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Ta-da. You have pozole - the Aztec-approved stew that anyone will eat (and love).

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roadtomiami On Christmas day, on the second stop of family visits, my great-uncle played a slideshow of my late great-grandmother's photos. He had scanned them, organized them old to new, child to child and researched who's who to present them to us. We all crowded into the living room and watched in awe as the deep roots of our past slowly slid across the screen.

My great-grandmother had saved everything. She had antique photographs from when she was young, of her parents and her cousins in Miami and almost just as miraculous, Christmas cards from the whole family, from nearly every year. The series started with sepia-toned images, the white-turned-yellow edges slightly curled or torn, some wrinkled, some flat as a board, all of them surviving more than a hundred years of keep. The images were clearly staged, photography being a much bigger production that long ago than the ease of an instagram pic today, yet each shot was surprisingly candid, showing a sliver of personality in each face it illuminated. I most resembled my great-great-grandmother--more in expression than actual image, but undeniably. My great-uncle narrated the situations and the people in the photographs, and some of my other great aunts and great uncles present argued over who's who, thought most agreed and could remember actually taking the photograph. I doubt any of these photos had been seen for a long time; it was like finding a buried treasure, unearthing gold--each one more telling than the next.

As the photos turned more and more modern, the present family started recognizing more and more people, events, and seemingly random shots that were actually of a corner table at wedding, a dining room during a funeral, a first birth visit. Unfortunately, my family had to leave as we were hosting more family at our own house, but I can't wait to see the rest of the photographs. I'd only started to get to know my relatives in a way I'd never had before.

The next day we took a mini road trip to Miami, Arizona, where part of my family is from. The small copper mining town sits on the north-eastern slope of the Pinal Mountains, surrounded on almost all sides by the Tonto National Forest, with the San Carlos Apache Indian Reservations near and silver-mining town Globe at its side, the Arizona Center Highway tracks running through and the US Routes 60 & 70 connecting it to neighboring towns. Part of Gila County, Miami has long been somewhat of a ghost town, though in the early 1900s it was a true boom town, growing overnight to support the Copper mining industry. A true wild west with shops and saloons, bakeries and markets, so-called Cowboys and Indians, and Mexicans brought in to work the mines and the railroads. 

Superior MiamiGloberoadtoMiamiMy Grandpa has been taking me and my sisters there my whole life--we'd beg him to stop at our favorite bakery, but the baker has long been dead and the bakery's long been shut down. We only have a few relatives that still live there, but one lives at the site of where my grandpa grew up. I love listening to my grandpa's stories of growing up in, most are funny stories, but many include tales of segregation. Mexicans were separate in everything --and the school he went to was opened in 1923 specifically for Mexican-American and Apache Indian Children. It was desegregated in the early 1950s and accepted in the National Register of Historic Places in 2000, when it also opened as the  Bullion Plaza Cultural Museum.

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The museum has a collection of photographs, stories, artifacts, gemstones, military history and even a Slavic cultural room. My grandpa pointed out people he knew and places he remembered, events he'd heard about or attended. He showed me his elementary grade classroom and the nurses office. Afterward, we drove around and make a family visit, then stopped at Guayo's for lunch. They have the best chips and I have the best memories of eating there with my grandparents and family.

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Experiencing the small town having just seen photographs the night before, some which were taken in that same place (though a different side of the family -- ironically two of my great-grandmother's were friends back in the day), was amazing. It was like painting a forgotten black into color, using my imagination to fill in the gaps and taking photos myself to keep the memories of our visit for the future. I can't wait to dig through my grandpa's photographs now, and see what new memories we can bring out, what new stories we'll uncover.

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First Friday Night of 2014!

How did you spend your first Friday night of the New Year??

A MSNBC reporter reminded me at work that this was the first Friday night of the new year! And of course, since I am embracing the whole 'new year, new beginning' thing this new years season ... I got nervous. Does what I do tonight set the tone for all friday nights this year?! Should I go out with my friends even though having a night in alone sounds like the best thing ever??

I am only semi-embarrassed to admit that when I got home from work at 7pm I sat on my couch watching movies until 3 am. But, with "feels like 4" temperatures, a semi-serious hope of cleaning my room, and staying up too late too many nights in a row, can you blame a girl for staying in?

It turned out to be just what I needed.

Poured myself a glass of wine IMG_4252

Gave myself a glitter manicure IMG_4254

Taught myself a new knitting pattern (who knew knitting patterns existed? And that they are in codes like "R3,1btpl") IMG_4260

& watched the following movies:

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"Une femme est une femme"  (A woman is a woman) Une femme est une femme

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I couldn't have asked for a better first Friday night of the year. Sometimes you just need a relaxing night of good, thought provoking movies to make you reevaluate, and look at the world a little differently.

Other movies that have shaped my 2014 world view thus far:

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Favorite movie of the year as of January 5 goes to...

FRANCES HA

(not surprising since my sister suggested it) If anyone is interested, Frances Ha will be my inspiration for 2014.

Runner up:

A Woman is a woman.

it's beautiful, and perfect, and everyone should watch it.

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winter reading: The Luminaries

I just finished reading The Luminaries by Eleanor Catton. I bought the hardcover before a trip to NY at Kramerbooks & Afterwords in DC, which added a silly amount of weight to my small carry-on. I then lugged it back to SF and then to AZ, but there is nothing better then lounging on the couch, with the bright sun bursting through the window, reading a huge book. My sister has been speeding through the Hunger Games--she was on book 3 by the time I finished this monster.

I always slow down towards the end of a book because I don't want it to end. This book made it hard to do so as the chapters get increasingly smaller, as explained in this excellent review. I was thoroughly entertained by the story and I'm sad to leave the characters to rest. When I told my sister this, she said, well what's the next book called?

Not everything can be a series. And thank goodness, because the talent of Catton in this single piece is terribly evident-- she creates a complicated mystery and then slowly peels through layers with an intricate structure, while still being totally readable. The thought of breaking up the book into parts would be like taking apart an epic movie to make a sitcom.

If you are inside and cold, I highly suggest taking a chance on this story to warm you up.

As for me, I'm ready to read another (short) novel by Clarice Lispector...